It's been a while.
Nice to see you.
I will not apologize for my absence, I had some stuff that I had to do.
I will update you on that stuff in.... one... two... three... GO
So when last we spoke I was happy healthy and working in the woods. Living it, loving it, all those fun things.
I am still mostly happy, healthy, living and loving... but I am back with the circus.
Say whhhhatt? Yes it's true!
Basically a coworker who I worked with here at Totem left and they called me to fill her spot. So after taking almost a year away from the circus, I am back again.
It's the same show, with mostly the same people. Although I have to admit that most of my best friends have since left the tour, so I have to reinvent myself a bit as well and find my own way... again. One of the reasons why I have been absent here is I have been trying to process that and figure out how to do just that.
At the moment we are in Portland. It's very pretty and loely here and the people are kind for the most part and we have been received very warmly. It's a nice change from LA where we were before in my personal opinion.
The crew has been changing a lot, many people leaving, many people coming in. That in itself is an interesting thing.... with a few people coming and going the whole dynamic at work shifts and changes. It is easy to get discouraged and down about the fact that things are different, but they are not necessairly bad, it's just a change.
We are also getting ready to move abroad. We will be heading to Vancouver in a few weeks and then we go to New Zealand and then Australia. And with those shifts many more people will come and go... because that is the nature of international transfers.
It leaves me thinking a lot about what is next for me... what am I doing? Where will I go next? But then I remind myself to try and stay in the moment and in the present. And to just try and do my best.
And to try and update this here blog more... cause I know I miss it. And maybe you do too.